music| joe feat. g-unit - ride wit u

i'd prolly jus get a 2hrs of slp. -_- jus finished watch 'you got served' ohh omarion's sucha hot ass n cutie. they way the break-dance n e way they mooove. gorgeous. awesome. it's a dvd tt denis lent it to me. tt idiot wants it back tmr cant he cant live without it. suchanarse. anyhos, watch botherhood wit cp, su n bling. had a great time listenin to su's bitchin. do realised tt we've got lots to sae n stuff. hehs. great dinner at pasta. ocean baked pasta's yummie. still, i miss cartel's baked macaroni *drools* brotherhood's one long show. fightin n all. it's shockin when u aint prepared mans. some scenes tt are really sad. tears filled my eyes. nice thou. fuckin hell they dont sell spiderman 2 which is aft 9?! and the fat counter girl gave a damn fucked up attitude. hello~! mind you, do we look below 16. why bother tellin us to produce i/c goodness sake, why the hell did her boss hire her to give pple this kinda attitude. fat ugly bitch. arghhs. whteva.. n the ticket auntie checked my i/c n said i can be auntie n she luffs. aint funny. at all. i'm 17 cans... many sae i dont look 17. ohh whteva. cld pass off as above 18 n sneak in clubs. gees.
there's traing tmrs! god i pray tt jy n marshal's gnna be there. it's more fun with all the seniors arnd. n mayb even andy wont come! hehs.. loosen on the laps. i'd b slpin in the pool mans. keepin fingers cross tt db pple wont be rowin at the pool. dont wanna be a joker to the guys agn. daryl n denis's jus outta make fun of me.. like in public mans. or even outta sch. it's a long dae ltr.. sch's startin at 8-4. traing from 6-8+ =| 12 hrs in sch yea. how cool. it's aights, i'm meetin chia su for lunchiee! -gets high- i'm somehow enjoyin schooliee!! wheee. classmates are insane. talkin bout sexuality n some sex-es stuff. girls bitchin'..awww (:
grandma's bdae dinner's tmr. n i was plannin to enjoy myself tmr.. like rest n stuff. guess i cld meet up wit the girls arnd aftnoon to get swimsuit n my goggles. trip down to funan.. n shop a lil. i miss shoppin. i'm missing town, havent been townin for more than a week plus. TGIF.
god bless y'all peepos!
v outs

music|maroon 5- this love

i'm still awake, there's sch nxt morning. wakin up a lil early to give someone morning call. another dae nearer to meet the girls. meetin glo for lunch tmr. every day of the week tt goes by. there's always sth to look fwd to. meetin up with darls'. i feel so blessed. a cinderella story is very nice! awww, it's so swt. a lil bitchy side of girls. sweetie stuff. =]
wanted to go down to funan aft sch ytsd. but it was kinda late. n the guys waited for me. so stayed wit em a lil while to accompany daryl for his nxt lesson. n managed to study a lil of math. gnna have math quiz on thurs. open-bk!? it's nt much diff. it's application of formulas n stuff. revised thru the provin part. manage to recall wht glo had taught me. while studyin, a grp of lecturers came n started doin some tai-chi or donne wht *fish?! rubbing their tummy.. moving their hands above their heads as if they're holdin a ball. omg. cld jus luff ur heads off *dumb* somehow i feel he's bothered by sth. wht can i do? lookin at him starin in daze. he'd get over it... it all takes time. i cant heal wht inside. tired.. off i go to my lalaland.
-mommie's on her way back! she shld be on the plane. *grinssss*

music|craig david-you dont miss ur water

gawdd i love tt song so much. jus watched part of a cinderella story by hillary duff. damnss. i tot i dled the full ones, but it was half!? wtf. it's nice! the main male actor is quite handsome. *grins* it's all fairytale and all. i wish i'm livin in my own dreamland which allows my tots to flow n wld nv wake up so it wld nv end. am gnna slp soon n i'd dream dream dream. m not gnna stay up jus to wait for "i'll call back ltr". it no longer matters to me. was tryin to talk some sense into him. sighs, everyone arnd's all are somewht affected by r.s stuff. previously i was, got outta it pretty fast. but pple arnd me. jus dont want to see him to get back to his old old self. =| when wld girls trust guys? when wld guys trust girls?
lovesss.

revising thru circuit analysis. kcl n kvl blah blah blah. look thru dig fund' ltr for ltr's lesson. -pouts. start of ytsd was shits. woked up by calls, thank god i went back to slp. dint wanna go sch so early to accompany friends. first lesson, lect. sorta told me off. cos i dint score FULL MARKS for the damn quizzes n stuff. dint attempt more tries n whteva fish. denis helped n stuff. it's me agn, showed her attitude. skipped steven's lect n wenta makan wit del n denis. steven's lect are hella boring.. prefer his comp lab. where you'd actually learn. feel guilty not goin thou. asked friend to help me tap n all. wht am i becoming? at fj, their friends came.. n went off to smoke. *roll eyes* so i went waitin for cp... met chris n his mly friend. from far chris looks chinese. full-stop. sittin at the pond chillin'. met cp n got my ez link card activated! -woohoos- wanted to go gym wit her tmr. but yea she's got sth on... *winkies* traing was somewht relax. stayed back a lil while aft traing to prac n my plunge n turn. n some swimming matters the seniors were talkin bout. was kpo-in n waitin for the girls to bathe. dint join em for dinner cos del n his friends were comin down to yck. n they cycled. c.y.c.l.e.d aights, from yishun n tp. chilled at macs outside sn. but i took a bus! *grins* hrd from one of em there's a party coming up at nyp. still plannin' yupps. awaiting for more info ;] was kinda late.. [n agn, i left the whole bag of stuff at home. i threw another pair of contacts away ):] the guys escorted me home.. they cycled n i walked. it was the first time i actually stand behind a bike? hahs. wells, my first time. the guys energised emselves at the voideck n off they went back home. riding.. muahhas. yupps and one of em had this cigarette trick? follow his hands movement.. when he started tappin off the ashes off the cig. flipped my hand up.. cld see the ash landin on my palm. how cool~~ (: fun n crude bunch of pple. lala, one more dae n mom's coming home! another week n the 2 missies are goin for attchmt *damnit* yesh, this thurs spideyy's on baby! woots gnna hit my books.

a lil' lost. am findin my wae out

woots. am done wit my assignment. pretty happy wit myself todae. finished up assignment, did some chores. cleared up the sink tt no one wants to clear. washed my own laundries. -blehs- tt's quite alot for me. cos i'd nv be so automatic to actually do all those. mom called when i jus finished my chores! *grin from ear ta ear* it's great to hear her voice. it was 1am over there. i yearn to join her. i wanna getaway from sg. she's coming back on weds. but i'd be in sch. moreover, nxt week i'd have one lect then wht e-learning?.. cab down aft lect. or maybe not goin ta sch. fuckin hell traing. arghhs. plans of skippin sch. *winkies* mommieee! she's goin to the warehse tmr. she'd better get sth for me. zub called aft, askin me bout traing. she aint goin tmr! she's got her elective. yay, leavin me the only girl agn. am dlin ella enchanted.. *opps* so she'd prolly come by my place to watch or sth?.. psst psst, gfs. so ya.. i can dl e movies. one dae when we're all free. come over n watch aights?! ohhh i cant wait tt sorta moment agn. *missing it* where we get tgt n watch movie. friggin' hell broke n stuff. how m i gnna survive 3 daes? *roll eyes* gnna watch the first part of ella enchanted cos i dl it first.. but am dlin the full one now! thanx to yx.. he taught me. hehs. yupps. lalalas, prac piano aft. n back to study of my PCQ n drawin the circuit of the my semestral proj of ding dong bell.
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music playlist:
-kci jojo: all my life
-joe feat g-unit: ride wit u
-counting crows: accidently in love
-black eyed peas: let's get started
-maria winans: i dont wanna know
-*luther vandross: i'd rather
-*tamara walker: didnt we love
-eagles: tequila sunrise
* very nice lyrics..

outs.

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at last i'm done. but m only done wit one friggin goal. one pathetic One. why do we have to do this? been doing setting of goals since sec sch. no patience to even brainstorm n think bout it. aint no fun at all. i've still got another to do. havent write them down nicely yet. shall do it tmr. might be meetin the girls tmr. but cp's gnna get her lappie tmr? shall see how. i'm tired, bored n sick of everything. wanna slp n not wake up. i'm not depressed or wht. ywerks i hate tt feelin. mom wld be one tt perk me up. or maybe i shld meet classmate for breakfast? *blah. but i dont wanna wake up early. whteva, i'm off ta watch tvee n slp!

damn i'm bloggin so much. cant help it. mom called home jus now. while i was nappin. why is my bro so dumb not to wake me up? *fuckshits* i'm missing her badly. everytime there's the sound of heels that travels down the stairs i wld wish it was mom. soon soon, jus pathetically 4 more daes. have to prac my piano, almost a week tt i actually practise. i wanna swim, like right now. when i swim i think of none. wit this chilling weather. arghhs. felt better after walkin my dog. whteva it is, guess there's sth i chose not to be bothered cos it had been botherin me for a long time. now i see it. but it aint goin away. i'm missing everything, everyone. the chillin' time. shopping. it's time to shop!.. kinda therapy, but yupps wait till i collect zara vouchers from starhub.. at funan! damnit. but yes.. for the vouchers *grins* i wont mind. shop.shop.shop. i dont even have the mind to study for now. and yay my pd assignment. i shld start doin it now.
mommie i'm missin ya

somehw i guess, i cant really help anyone in their r.s prob. my love life's mono n all. advices i give are limited. really felt useless, helpless at times. if i cld take away the pain. arghhhs. i hate seeing pple feelin this way. anyhos, shld have piano this morning. but yea dint wanna go. cos i'm dead tired. havent been slpin early these days. so yupp. wanted to go sentosa, but ching dint wanna go. moreover it's rainin in the morning n she's got hmwk to finish up. meetin up wit cp n su was called off. cos cp's startin work pretty soon even aft meetin up. no point. tmr i guess. i'm friggin hell broke. so i'd most prob jus stay home for todae. i'm in no mood. no idea why. gotta finish up my pd assignment asap. so that i can print it in sch n settle it soon. oooo sup wit me!?! i want to be happy. laughin all the way, swimming the thoughts off. i seriously have no idea whts troublin me. prolly am jus thinking i cant help in any. ohhh whteva it is...

jus got back home. traing ended like real late. was only done at bout 9pm. senior guys were busy n stuff. pouts. zub cant go. it's me agn in lane 3. but gotta noe pple from lane 4. she's a assp swimmer?.. some aquatic club under ang peng siong. cool n she's from sw. half way thru traing, the db pple came?! startin their rowin n stuff. n wht we had some stupid relay at the end.. n gotta plunge. fish. how malu-ating. denis was like hey tt talk cock person or dont noe whts. but yea.. i jus ignored him. =\ walkin pass the whole grp of db. n yeshh cld easily spot darren. hahs. and i hrd from my seniors tt there's rumours n rather gossip goin arnd... like diff schools bout swimming girls?! marshall was darn fuckin angry when he hrd bout it. n jy wont hesitate to kick em out. cool mans. wth, hasnt those guys seen girls in swim suit. hasnt they see girls swimming. wht's wrong with our boobs, cleavage. wht's there to talk bout. dumb shits. the swim suits are designed tt way!? like hello. by the word of mouth, news spreads fast.
dint wanna go for traing at first. i kept on feelin tired. wanna really work myself out. dozin off durin pcq lect. n durin pcq tut. not a single soul was listening. hahs. and wells, do i seriously look older than my age? i've got pple tellin me i look like 19 n blahs *roll eyes* some said wht 21!? -pouts- swimming pple n stuff. was havin light dinner with seniors. n they said their first impression of me to em was like damn bitchaee, havoc. not the first person tt said tt. classmate was sayin if i club.. it'd be havoc. it's time to tone down i guess. perkin up my class pple n stuff. all else it's boring!!! yeahhs, making pple enthu bout sth or whteva. but yesh, it's time to cool it.. n put tt stern face on. was waitin for his call. sat at the interchange there. some lil sec kids bikers n 2 girls were there. i was stonin n all. lil kids were shouted like get her num. but yepps, so i prayed tt he'd quickly called. blehs. aft the call i went off. crazy kids. when my hp rang.. they all stared at me like as if i'm at alien from the other world. kids are always kids. (: nuff for now. for me to rest.

changed a new layout! it's time for a change i guess. was back only at 12. i gotta admit i'm tired. =x thou i dint then. anws, his friend drove us to this lower seletar resevior i think. where lots of those stereos cars wld blast their music n all. dad used bring us there when we were young. waited for the other 2 bikers to come. this guy from dragon boat. he's a national sailer. his family tree is like whoas damn sporty. the guys really smoked lots. all 4 of em. but they're not heavy smokers n i thank god for tt. i jus kept naggin when pple smoke. tt's when all the whteva~ comes. they were talkin bout cars, bikes. which left me alone n all.. dennis start makin fun of me when i wanted to speak. fish. n now wht, the dragon boat peeps noe the vivian as darren's whteva. daryl n dennis was wonderin which vivian was goin. n when they said darren tt vivian. i've got no idea how this stupid thing started. n pple act' shouted my name from the gate outside the pool? mans. fuckit.
i've got proj to do. i need a darn fuckin printer! mine's like down... -_- am gettin the microsoft office from yx ltr.. then it's gettin on with proj thru the weekend n also to study. arghsss!! i dread to sch now, but i'm startin to enjoy my time with classmates. as day goes by, meetin n knowin lots of diff pple. who are my friend's frends n stuff like that, n those pple are friendly. swim mate's fren from OT she's in touch rugby.. [contradicting]
i cant help in much stuff. but i'm right here to lend you my listenin ears. which you know i'd always be here. give me a ring. or aft lect or traing. i'm unable to take away sorrows of many. but i wish by listenin it wld lessen the sorrows in them. but it doesnt. but least, talk it out. dearies, i wished i cld double ur happiness n half ur sorrows. i'm right here when you need me. love v.

-ohhh john mayer n mltr rocks ma bloody damn socks! (:

wht's botherin me? i'm so numbed in the morning. listless n stuff. i've got no idea. guess wht was botherin me kinda wore off. it isnt there anymore. tt was sth long ago. for NOW, i shldnt bother that much. like i've said before. i shld be happy with the things as the way they are. it's somehow better. least, i'm there for a friend whenever he needs help. it's wearin off. yea, as a friend. which i'm quite glad. yepp yepp. am prolly meetin wit my classmate, lect mate n their friend. traing tmr, which is like agn kinda thingy. andy's gonna be there. pray hard he wont push us. he's got this stern look >=s scares pple. but a nice nice coach. how contradictin yea. smtimes i wonder when pple talks to me they'd feel like vomitin blood?.. or whteva. classmate so wanna strangle me n stuff. guess i was irritatin him! he's an arse baby! anyho, darlings i'm fine yeahhs no worries. gees, lurvee u gurls trillion.. infinity *winks* was feelin down n guess it's my period? *roll eyes* heh. tt's all bout it. so long peeeple! have a nice dae! -the cabbie uncle made me smile in the morning... he charged me 20cents cheaper. hehs. aight nuff off i go. ciaos!

her moods are swinging high and low

jus read someone's blog entry. it somehow makes me think. jus had this funny feelin. well anyhos, sth's botherin me n...my anger's boilin up. n yet i somehow regretted wht i did. i guess it was too much of it. Oooh pls, dont torture me. unless i guess i do deserve it. fuckit. havin double feelings, to go for lect n traing on mon. =( why is this happenin on me...???? if i cld turn back time.

i got my cable donee!! wheees. day was quite filled with laughters. met zhijian,glo,su [outta nowhere] n cp. zu wasnt here. leavin me alone..so yeah, was wit the whole grp of guys for short break. those pple were jus laughin n sayin stupid things bout me. guess those really perked me up todae.. like e malays..another guy [indian-chin] i love u pple!
yeaaaa had traing todae. now we're gnna have like mons, weds n fris traing hurrs?! *goodness! gracious me! oh my gawdd!* some black eyed peas thingy. yeshh thrice a week. did like turnin n plungin. i cant do that both for nuts. whenever i wanna plunge stupid jy [capt] wld smile n luffed. cos i simply cant jump n wld luff before plungin. did sth stupid too. damnit. when u plunge, -knee low, butt out- ,was singing it when anyone's jumpin... *dumb-ass* anyhos, yesh tumble-turn is crazy. i simply cant do str8 somersault. it'd b slanted. arghhs. trained from 3-6pm. shucks. seniors let us do relay!? n i had like two handless seniors to swim. cos they're gd swimmers. but yepp, traing was fun i wld say tirin thou. am shagged now. brain's too tired to think. cms's pissin me off. decided not to do it all over AGN. yepps so i'd prolly eat... n study whteva. shit there's steven's lesson tmr. no slips. fish him mans. shit!!!... hate havin his lessons. this week's kinda endin fast.. or rather comin fast. jus rmbred havin some stupid tut. last week. n yea fridae's coming. n yipeee cp's got her pay!! so spidey's here baby....! *wide widey grins* aights off i go to have muaa dinner!!
i'm hungry! i'm tired! i dint have enuff slp!

blogger kept changin their layout or whts?! i'm blurred by em.
anyhos, yeshh am still awake. was in bed pretty early. but got woke up by a call. n i cant slp! mans.the math lect i had was the one that i love most. why. cos i'm able to understand whteva he was teachin! gees, so darn happy. helped some of my classmates with it. but ive got no clue wht yap was teachin. no a thing. stupid engg drawing. so much like d&t, arghhhs. 'front view, side view n plan' i can see from some angle. n some i cant.there'd b some math e-quiz this week.
i've been hungry these daes.. but when food's right in front of me i'd jus lose my appetite. how weird. the only real meal i eat is dinner. tt's wht i call yummie. sick of outside food n all.
am pretty packed this week with wht i've gotta to for the whole dae.. thinkin of goin sentosa on sat, but i've got piano...shall see hows. everyone's so bsy wit their stuff. pouts. i jus wanna chill, relax for like sometime.. n yeah it's back to study agn in the night. my time everydae is almost spent in sch n all. =\ now that it's the 3rd week, meetin up with friends are like diff too. glo, weds. cp, timing aft sch is bout the same. but for chia su is so much diff. damnit. i'm still waitin for out spiderman 2 girls!!! stupid yx's watch i,robot now. gettin my net done n stuff [muahahs] i'd b a pirate! wheeees

it's no longer the same
i'm questioning myself if the feelings are
no matter what
i think it's best things remain this way
cos i'm happy the way we are for now.
i shldnt be askin for more

I don't wanna know

If you're playin' me, keep it on the low

Cause my heart can't take it anymore

And if your creepin, please don't let it show

Oh baby, I don't wanna know

glo helped me a great deal ytsd. now i know how to prove trigo thingy! *whee* before that met del..tt idiot woke me up from my nap. n wht?! we ended up walkin from my place to t.p?! darn friggin blister sall over my feet. damnit. was back pretty early. did my tutorial n stuff till arnd 3. i cldnt seem to slp thru the nite. kept on wakin up n stuff. was also msgin dan while i'm half awake. hope he wins the comp. good luck dudey!!! yea guess i'm not doin much todae. gnna study n do my tutorial. dread to go back to school. ohh darn it. havin this vivian's lesson tmr, with 3 lects. tt includes math. gees, yesh how m i goin for traing?! -shrugs. whteva~ toodles

                                                                                       

ohhh i'm havin my period. shucks! how am i gnna train? haha asked my girl capt, cld jus tell em. or.. there's tampon. (: yepp yepp. anyhos, the monthly thing jus sucks. have cramps n all. but this is the first that i dont eat lots.
traing was quite aights, least i dint get leg cramp in the water. muscle aches like hell. aft traing ytsd stayed in sch for dinner with the seniors n also am waitin for my friend. damn the seniors are hella crazy bunch. go pokin into pple's food. left like 1/4 of my burger n dyain ate it. goin arnd cop-in pple's fries n all la! had a gd laugh with them.
nyp's havin an amazing race thingy come up. one of my swimmin senior is invovled in the plannin. sounds fun. but it'd b nicer to watch pple playin! hehs
am goin thomson plaza(t.p) ltr. to meet glo. she's gnna coach me with e killer engg maths. trigo-ring here n there. *blurr* yupp thanx girl!!
finished my pd assignment, shall try to go into cms. am gnna take a nap aft.
-pout. momm's flyin tmrs. yikes i hate that feelin. thou it's only 10 daes. i'd miss her walkin arnd the hse, gettin bzy on the phone bout sunrider n her givin me the pills to eat. i'm gnna miss her. off i go to take my nap. nyp server is slow agn. fish.

am at the elp plaza. gloria's coussie jus walked past! *grins* hahas. why m i xcited over someone i dont know? whteva. am waitin for the food i ate to digest, so full! n also for traing to start. yawnns. i'm tired n lazy to swim. darn.. pple at the elp arnd are like foreigners doin their cms. how stressful it is. this is the 2nd week. am still strugglin, n wht else common test's comin in a few weeks or rather a mth's time. =s
lots happened these daes. lost my student card. but i found it. nyp admin's cocked up. damnit.
class was hella crazy todae. my class gay. (self-proclaim) tellin me bout his new bf n all. so i popped a ques. wht do u guys do n stuff. for bgr n ggr i understand. for bbr. i dont! he started tellin me kissin n stuff.. leadin on to the talk of how pple get aids. even by scratchin the person. even in ggr one cld get aids. no ideas how. hahas.. they go on n on.. in the lect! hahs. ewww. *polluted mind* stupid STREATS wit all the bust enlargement n all. the pics, was readin it in tutorial. the guys behind me started crowdin... talkin bout diy bust enlargement. gawddd. wazz up wit these pple todae? n wazz wit me todae too. kinda full of laughters laughin at my classmates. =\ someone thinkin i was preg as i got choked while drinkin h2o. gawdd. i enjoy the company, for the studies... =| sighs

cp: haeee!!! ur new blogskin is sooo kewt!!! love it. hmmms but u dont look so innocent as eeyore. =P ur class rep eugene is hella nice man. (: so much xperience.

ive reached the high
ive reached the low
now i'm standin btwn 1 & 0
confused-

am supposed to be damn tired n shagged but am kinda lively mode still. hehs nv really swam like 6x50m thru out eva before?! aights, might sound chicken feet to some. but not to me when it's bloody sucker freestyle which i totally suck. fuck. limbs were goin jellish. intervals of 5mins. n yea.. was the only girl in lane 3. whereas the seniors girls are in lane 4. those china girls in lane 1 n 2 dont noe lah. the 2 bitches has gt sth on. damnnns. but yepps get to noe some of em. n this guy talked to me..? we're from the same lect. grp. nv seem to notice him thou. coach's from ssa. cool..but a strict one too. =| trainin trainin. nyp's involved in ivp! hoorays. held in sch this yr C:
maths todae was like 'whoaas!' so blurred. now there's pple callin me blur. even this new student. n zee said he's a national silat player.. *grins* tt's cool. back to the pt, managed to absorb the maths. m gnna pract. on it.. n wht engg drawin. no idea wht he wants. all the diff thickness of lines. wth?! are we suppose to buy or wht shits. stevenn's a suckieee t-cher another one's dr lim. their jokes are so much of "erm... are we suppose to luff?!" some of the ques consulted the a maths student. like hee jung who crashed our sch todae. so nice to see her...
thanx yx for helpin burn that disc!! (: am missing the gurls. bzy wit studies n stuff comin up. -pouts- tt reminds me of gym thingy this weds.
off i go for now. *yawnnns

wheees am back agn. (: went for swimming orientation at sentosa. the pple there are like gawd.. sad. like engg. when i reached the feelin came back to me. not till zub n ade came! the xchanges of smiles n stuff. we're the crazy noisy slutery bitch. hahs. laughin at pple n stuff. =\ how mean we were. but yupps, thank god wit em it's nv gnna be a boring thing. *grins* met ena there. she joined us for a lil while. she's got some connection wit my seniors. yeepie! (:
the 3 of us went off half way. ade has got ballet, zub thinkin of goin.. so i went off too. i've got "piano" gees. went town wit zub. realised both of us fancy quite a no. of the same author. shop shop shop...
aft that met up wit cp, yuanie, bren, jake at gelare. i was lookin at em eatin. hahs. aft that waited for su to be in town. had dinner at cartel. cravin for baked macaroni. chicken n mushroom. =P had a long talk bout it. emmanuel..su n cp's cartel friend came. wit his platoon mate. gees, he's nice n quite handsome(:, anws yupps. emmanuel gave cp, su, yuannie n me a ride home. woahs.. it's like way fast n cool. with the music. YEAH! rawks. his friend used to stay nearby my place? hmms, anws off i go. lookin fwd to richard clayderman concert. lalala

waited for su to end sch todae. roamed arnd sch. guess wht! i found n saw this obs sabah thingy. in nov. but but but. uve gotta go for check up n also runnin of fuckin hell 2.4km. i'd die can. shall see how. hehs. gd academic results too. i wann goooo. anws yupp su shared sth wit me.. hahas. when pple dont recognise u. but they noe ure from gy. it's how farnie they address u. while waitin chatted with classmate. he's a malay. =] yupps, nice guy la. think classmates are toot toot but they're nice to be with n talk to. new classmate came in. he's from india. but his accent isnt so chiem like neeraj.
yupps, gnna do e-learning. nv get to do it at home. bro's out. cant wait to get a lappie. *d-iamms* bahh whteva. off i go!

booya! havin 2hr break.. lab work ended an hr early. was dozin off. another hr to lect. breakfast at macs n met my primary sch fren but i some sorta forgot her name. that's bad. well i figured her name but aint sure if it's her name. so went up to her. lols n she rmbred by name.. jus aint sure if i'm vivian. (: everytime that i'm arnd sch i'm always lookin arnd to see if i'd see familiar faces. n of cos if i'm quite close to em once i'd get jumpie n stuff. yeshh so miss sec sch. but classmates are quite nice now..some are jus outta irritate me.
gotta judge one's prior over others..for it guess i'd jus put it aside n hopefully nt thinkin much bout it. =]
richard clayderman's concert this sun. cant wait. wheees. n mom's goin LA nxt sun wit sunrider thingy!! damnns how i wish i cld go along wit her n shop like craze!
babes check this outvictoria secrets. was surfin durin my mornin lab lesson. some tops are very nice..e lingerie n bikinis too
booooooo i'm bored. hahha one whole grp of class had jus came in. whole row of guys in front of me. e one in front of me is the better lookin one. *grins* whteva~ i'm prolly gnna slp.
later.

am agn in ELP. (: am havin lunch break. agn had splash n deckers. it's yummilicious! *tongue encircles lips* nxt lect at 12.05 n here i am.. hehs. some productivity, creativity n quality. no ideas whts that. had math test in the morning... only noe a few ques. =\ so much of self study it is in poly life. so diff... -pouts. but yea.. am tryin. tryin to cope wit it. gotta run now!
later.

gees! am in e-learnin plaza. (: some thingy that cld skip n do at home. n for attd sake so here i am. might wanna pon the stupid talk thingy.. glo has a talk nxt wk bout AIDS?! wonder if mine's the same.. *roll eyes* might wanna pon it.
had lunch with gloria. tt girl has to revise on her a maths. she forgot everything.. silly. havin 2nd tots bout dragon boat. hahas. floorball has to run lots. -pouttie. anw, shall get back to do my e-quiz. ciao

lost
the 'whys'
hope of giving it up
it's hard
am tryin and tryin
feelin distant and afraid
for every step i take
there'd be no outcome
tired of it all
too drained to go further
tears running dry

i'm gettin to bloggin so much. =\anyhos, first day at sch in poly i'd say it's fun. hahas, runnin about for lect, tutorial n lab. w/o my fren whom was from nyp bankin n finance we'd prolly be lost jus blks here n there. late for lect as we were somehow lost. lookin for blk n when the arrow pts into the darn toilet. we managed to find in the end. first lab work did some circuits. n my lect n tutorial for that particular module is taken by mr yap. he's the lect. whom taught us those circuits stuff when qman brought us there. damn long-winded fella! gawddd he cld repeat a sentence million times. math lect is a "dr"... he's only like 30. kinda cool thou he doesnt dress nice. so long as u put in effort n stuff.. makin the lessons fun. n i was sittin wayy back in the lect! tiny words. was blurred by ref angle. managed to catch wht he was sayin still. skl starts at 10+ tmrs but some peeps are meetin up early to help to polish up each other's math. hahas we've all gone rusty. n yeshh this guy in my class is indian-chin *grins* he speaks chinese manns, n another new china girl. class aint cool,but they're quite funnie bunch. class that speaks chinese. unless yea to the mlys. thinkin there's sch ltr seemed sian, stil am gnna work hard. some stupid engg drawin lect seemed to hard on pple. yikes.
met up wit cp aft sch ytsd. then met su in town, chris joined us aft his lesson. jus had lotsa fun chillin' n stuff. i felt so damn proud holdin su's lect notes on "introduction to psychology" =p. chris saw his girlfrenss in town. crazy pos. chilled at cartel aft walkin from taka to heeren. yumms, n some stupid stuff goin on. (:
cldnt imagine that portugal lost to greece. dr lim was tellin us, some kids yawnin in the front. =| i wanna watch spiderman2!!!
-buy books n lect notes-club crawl'04 *grins grins*

till then. -ciaos

aights hmmms pix are added. 'barrfdaees' yupps (: got home arnd 2am, hahas. had a great time over dinner. wit dat, talkin bout boobs! *roll eyes* with chris it's bout guys... hahas. had a gd luff n stuff. n chris constantly remind me that skl's reopenin tmr! damns. but yea, i dont mind schlin but it's the pple ure with that sort. shall see how. -shrugs. yupps! got some of my stuff todae.. gnna study for math!.. kinda neglected piano for quite a long time. =P she'd prolly scold me tmr or whts. toodles off i go anyhos.

happy 17th barfdae chinggg!!
am meetin all of em at marina for dinner n also for ching's bdae! (:
anyhos, am suppose to have piano lesson todae. put guess i'd squeeze in the timeslot for mon mornings. am kinda sian that piano on sat n spoils whteva plan i've got that dae. damn pissed!! my printer's screwin me up. the catridge has got prob. fcuk! arghhs.

ytsd: met up wit dav jie in town. got a fcuk top. n shopped round. mng at taka's like a market. gawdd. the skirt that i bought was at 65 n now it's 33?! wtf shits. jeans sellin at 73. not very nice thou. yikes! went round cartel to eat. baked macaroni rocks my socksss *grinsss* i'm so so full. so is jie? the tot of burppin on the wae to centrept. lols. got pulled into robinsons to do some cheapo nana stuff. shhesh bout it. but it's darn funny. guess the sales woman in there is fuckd up bitch face. as if we cldnt afford the stuff. jie questnd her so much. yupps, she went ta chill at holland v aft that. met up wit kid, wanted to play pool but everywhere round town was so packed. -grrs. movie? spiderman 2. sold out. well it's so not our dae. 'roamed' round town. met his fren at the escalator?.. she's nt an ang moh but her accent's darn nice. with her ang moh bf. haha n her bf was jealous when she wants kid's num?! hahas. still enjoyed my time with em ytsd. back home. read n slept...
n now gonna meet mellie soon to pass her some stuff. i hvnt have my lunch yet! ahhhs. any kind souls to help me print sth?!?! hehs, nvm. off i go!

later.

zhao sch aft the talk aft lunch. got some sbm auction n tea-dance aft it. but yea, jus went off. gotta come glo hse get my piano book that i left at her place ytsd. got my lanyard, timetable. all i can sae that it's damn packed. for glo she checked hers, is so darn free! she's got thurs or wht.. 4hrs break in btwn but she ends sch for some daes at 7. latest for mine is 5pm. cool. but yea not much breaks in btwn longest break is 1hr 10mins. arghhhs. not plannin to buy the notes first. better check with the lecturer. mentor's a lady. very tall n skinniee!! she's nice.
am still tired slept from 5pm ytsd till this morning 3.40am. n watched the euro! portugal won. but it's dumb that they own goal. dohhhs *roll eyes* am still tired. gees, rest longer.. dont want sch to start now. boo. my mlysia fren's nice.. just that yea she speaks more of chinese. weird. they do a maths n triple sci. lect on math was like major sians. lect. so toot n blur. but he jus schemed thru n ask us go home n study prolly a test nxt week. keepin my fingers crossed that he isnt my lect.
meetin davina tmrs.. hopefully =]
later.